Time to Grow Up

October 11, 2009

Here’s a personal post.

This is and has been one of the toughest semesters of my life. Why? God is definitely convicting me and taking away everything I value:

-Friends and other relationships

-Time

-Physical health

-Possessions

-Excellence in school…or anything really

-Security about my future

It’s been quite a lonely and disheartening semester, to say the least. But in the midst of all the chaos, I know my love for God is growing. And I know God is shaping me to become a man of God, dependent on Him alone. So yea, externally, my life is a mess, but internally, I’m at peace.

It’ s hard to become a man of God, for sure. But I’m thankful. God is good. He knows what He’s doing.